it took me long enough…but I’m finally starting to see who’s real and who’s not.
you laying next to me will always be my safe place. you holding me and kissing me in your sleep will always make me smile and then sometimes you say weird things while you’re asleep and it’s adorably entertaining. sweet dreams, beautiful.
in the icy cold rain thats when i am alive
with the water on my face and trickling through the strands
of my formerly coiffed hair
and my painted face hides as the streaks
trail all down the sides and something inside me
snaps
and i say, why am i walking in the rain when there’s
a sweet corner indoors where i like to stay
and slip up my words and clumsily walk
to the end of the bed but then i remember
i fall every time
why is need such a terrible feeling sometimes?
why is my weakness so much more powerful than my strength?
what i really want to know is how can my heart beat so fast for so long and but i feel like it’s not even there. how can i feel such a feeling and still manage to stay awake to deal with it. why are there so many fucking questions and no god damn answers.
samanthugcee asked: Awh haha (: where do you work?
Fucking podunk ass little caesars pizza.
